Wow, another full on day – all sorts of stuff going on in my brain. Mostly, where to go from here.
I had a HUGE epiphany today, I got stuck starting day 22… Ever heard of the old “21 days to change a habit” saying?
So I made it to day 21 and then all the old crap came flooding back in, yep, my good ol’ EGO making an appearance! Just wanted to remind me he’s still here to overpower me… if I want it.
I have worked too hard and have come too far to let my ego return me back to my old ways.
This is HARD.
Seriously, hard. But I am so going to push through – as I said yesterday, there is something BIG right around the corner for me. I am trusting a breakthrough is a comin’ my way!!!
Sounds dramatic to some I’m sure, and No, I’m not some crazy person, I’m not in rehab – I am like you, trying my best everyday, wanting to be the best that I can be, being true to my core beliefs and powering through my fears to achieve big things. But that takes work and the willingness to shake up old ways/patterns of thinking.
I feel a surge of that energy returning, and I am going to take full advantage and run with it.
Time to continue full force and finish what I started, even though this learning/growing thing will never finish, I will always be learning, growing and challenging myself until I die. I never want to have all of the answers; I want to always be seeking information, empowering myself and expanding my horizons.